January 2010
well, i still haven’t completely accepted the fact that everything’s gonna change. as Taylor Swift put it in her song, “Should’ve Said No:” it’s strange to think the songs we used to sing, the smiles, the flowers, everything, is gone.
but i’ve been better. God’s been giving me a peace of mind, since i’ve been praying for it. with Him slowly...
[today. Jan. 28]
so, i set my alarm to 5:30am. i woke up at 6:04am. how is it possible that i didn’t hear my alarm go off? i’m a light-sleeper! so, that gave me approximately 2 hours to study EVERYTHING i’ve learned in 4 months. hahaha. unfortunately, i didn’t get to the 4th month part, which was what we’ve just learned for this past month of January, so that was...
[Tuesday. Jan. 26]
so, today was study day. we stay home from school to study. duh. i started studying at like 12 noon for math, & i finished like 11:30pm. haha. that included many, and i mean really, really many, breaks in between. so yeahuh. i waited ‘til 12am to greet my friend a happy, happy birthday. studying for math is BLAH. -__-“
[Wednesday. Jan. 27]
exams didn’t...
“The Other Side of the Door” - Taylor...
i can't breathe without you, but i have to.
so here i thought i was gonna give up on you first. i had my doubts from the beginning, i admit it, but i still risked my chances, anyway. i did it for you.
i constantly told myself that i had to back away coz i knew it wasn’t gonna be worth it. i didn’t deserve that kind of treatment from someone who doesn’t even know how to love in the first place.
i never thought it would...
[today.]
so last night i stayed up ‘til like 2am or something, to start & finish up a poster i had to make for Bio. and i had to study a lil bit of math coz i had a test first thing in the morning.
of all the days/week/whatever, why did it have to happen last night? the start of a week of torture. plain torture. it was a death sentence. what a great way to start the week, eh?
i...
[sunday.]
i was not looking forward to today, yet i was. despite the conditions i had with someone lately, i still had to fight. i was gonna.
i still couldn’t come to a decision on how to act that day. i was feeling low inside, so i was gonna need all the help i can get to ‘brighten’ up my day, but the day was just disappointing. i did pray for good weather, but i guess the...
so yeah. Saturday morning, i already told my story.
that afternoon, i had to go practice for praise & worship. i played the bass guitar, as always. our usual drummer was sick, so we didn’t have a drummer. i offered to play the drums, despite my lame drumming skills, but apparently, my dad didn’t believe in my ability. so, he didn’t let me. sad. we called someone else the...
“Sometimes people care too much. I think it’s called love.”
– Winnie the Pooh (via alongcameemily) (via quote-book) (via mariarosette)
“If you want something you’ve never had, you must be willing to do...”
morning 'sickness.'
so i just got off the phone with my best friend. apparently, we currently have the same dilemma concerning certain someones. *ehrm.
it really is hard to keep up with the distance, time, and what not. you know what i’m saying? but all this is for the best, i suppose.
we both gagged at the saying, ”Absence makes the heart grow fonder,” and the line from the song, ”She was...
“One of the deepest drives of human nature is to be appreciated.” -William...”
lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe.
is it still worth it?
i just read the latest convo a certain someone and i recently had, and i realized that we’ve had better ones. this convo started off somewhat ‘bitter,’ or maybe it was just me.
i don’t know, really. lately, everything’s been a blur. my days have been long & boring, like they used to be. i never have a highlight to my day anymore. i have...
it’s just too little, too late.
because it...
Replay - Iyaz (cover) →
“Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to,...”
hi, tumblr.
hi, tumblr.
so, i just made a tumblr. coz i like blogging. blogging is fun.
i like expressing. expressing is fun.
..through words.
i like writing. writing is fun.
test. test. test.
ciao for now.
i’ll be posting regularly, this i can assure.
peace. :)